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Weekly Round-up, January 11, 2025

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The Grand River, as seen at sunset from the Bridge Street bridge.

[The Grand River, as seen at sunset from the Bridge Street bridge.]

Another week gone, consumed by the crazy work project. The end is nigh, but it is a combination of an abrupt cliff and a brick wall toward which we are racing headlong. So kind of like life in general.

I am winding down my interactions with Facebook, as Zuck has joined Musk in licking MAGA boots, so Facebook will not stop even the pretense that it isn’t a Nazi bar. Thus it joins Twitter/X, Gab, Rumble, and Truth Social as a safe space for fascists.

Most of my social media presence will now be on BlueSky (until it, too, follows Xitter into the shitter) and Mastodon, which has so far mostly avoided the problem of being owned by billionaire tech bros. We will see how that plays out in the next four years.

Reading

I have finally reached the halfway point of Doctor Zhivago, a month later than I originally expected. It is very, very good.

Writing

While sitting at a cafe yesterday morning before work I knocked out a rough draft of a poem about the Los Angeles wildfires. I might leave it at that, as the subject is so fucking depressing.

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Empire, Aliens
Setting: Bar
Genre: Technothriller

Listening

Elvis Presley’s “Suspicious Minds” has been bouncing around my head lately, for no particular reason, other than that, fifty-five years later, it is still a hell of a song.

Interesting Links

  • The 2025 State of the World conversation over at The Well. Some good thinking going on here, as always.
Posted in LifeTagged Elvis Presley comment on Weekly Round-up, January 11, 2025

Weekly Round-up, January 4, 2025

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A section of one of the shelves of books in the poetry section at Argos Books and Comics.

[A section of one of the shelves of books in the poetry section at Argos Book Shop. Taken because of the presence of issue 2.3 of The 3288 Review, of which I was the Managing Editor.]

This past week was blissfully quiet. I didn’t do much, and I would like to continue to not do much for the rest of my life, but alas – work started on Thursday, and though few members of our team were around, I had plenty on my plate to keep me busy, and fortunately few co-workers to disrupt my flow.

ConFusion 2025 begins in three weeks, and the tasks and obligations are quickly stacking up. I am the Head of Operations this year, which mostly means answering a lot of questions and wrangling volunteers. And I am very much looking forward to the event which is one of the two major highlights of my year.

Reading

I am close to halfway through Doctor Zhivago, and it just keeps getting better. This is a much easier read than any of the Dostoevsky I read over the past several years. Not that Pasternak is a better writer, just more readable.

One of my major reading goals for the year is to focus on nonfiction, and to that end I started Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right by Jordan S. Carroll. It is quite good so far, and has reignited in me an interest in politics and political theory, which I am pursuing in my offline journal. You may ask, “didn’t the recent several elections keep your attention?” and the answer is yes, but also the last three elections, thanks to Trump and his strangle-hold on American conservatism, have been utter shitshows. This will likely not stop until he is biodegrading and all of his works pulled down and salt strewn where they once stood.

Writing

I have managed some short creative works – a sentence here, a paragraph there, and also the rough draft of a poem which came to me while I was reading Doctor Zhivago in a laundromat last week. So the year has promise, in this one small facet.

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Cryptids, Mutants
Setting: Ruins
Genre: Magic Realism

Listening

The Cars, “Moving in Stereo“. This song is of course most famous for That Scene from Fast Times at Ridgemont High, but it was also one of the first songs I listened to on Pandora, back in the early 2000s, when Pandora was a web-based Flash application, and it actually downloaded the songs it played to a directory on the user’s hard drive. In case you are wondering, Pandora no longer downloads the songs it plays.

Interesting Links

  • Jevon’s Paradox (Wikipedia) – One of the many, many reasons why we can’t have nice things.
  • “The Truth About H-1B Visas” (Yves Smith, Naked Capitalism)
Posted in LifeTagged The Cars comment on Weekly Round-up, January 4, 2025

2024 In Review

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You know, as far as years go, 2024 was a great big nothing-burger. It was just kind of…there. I am sure that with the incoming fascist regime taking power in late January, we will look back on 2024 as the Last Good Year for a very long time.

Things were…decent. 2024 started rough with a surprise dental emergency, but after that the year was quiet. A sort of “keep your head down and focus on what is in front of you” year. I read some good books and some mediocre books. I wrote in my journal a lot, but managed almost no creative writing at all, beyond rough drafts of a few poems.

I worked out a lot, cooked a lot, ate a lot, played with the cats, spent a lot of quality time with my partner, and visited some folks.

2024 was the first year in a long time when there were no deaths among my friends and family, and for that I am grateful.

Now that 2025 is upon us, it is time to ground myself and reach out to the friends and family who will be in precarious and vulnerable situations, no matter who they voted for. The country going full-on Christofascist became inevitable the day Reagan was elected, and will not change until the power of both capitalism and Christianity, and particularly the obscene melding of the two, are utterly broken. So, no time soon, unless we have some Jackpot-style global catastrophes which sweep away the entirety of all dominant global power structures. And if that happens, we will have much bigger problems than the glorification of fascism by literally all conservatives in this country.

Happy New Year.

Posted in Life comment on 2024 In Review

Weekly Round-up, December 28, 2024

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Poe and Pepper, asleep on the bed.

[Poe and Pepper, asleep on the bed.]

Happy holidays, everyone! My partner and I are practicing a delicate mix of laying low and avoiding people, and travelling to visit friends and family.

Reading

I have made some small progress in Doctor Zhivago, though I have a long way to go.

Writing

Not much. No mental capacity.

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Dreams, Fae
Setting: Ship
Genre: Procedural

Listening

Autechre’s “Gantz Graf”. I listened to this kind of music A LOT early in my career as a developer, when cyberspace was a thing and the internet was new and cool and exciting. Now that we are living in a hellish cyberpunk dystopia built on that earlier iteration of the Online, returning to old tunes seems appropriate.

Posted in LifeTagged Autechre comment on Weekly Round-up, December 28, 2024

Weekly Round-up, December 21, 2024

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Grand Rapids skyline, of a sort.

[ Interesting angles and some blue sky outside of the downtown YWCA. ]

Another chaotic week finally in my rearview mirror. And a chaotic year soon to follow, though what comes next will undoubtedly be much, much worse. So everyone in the United States should enjoy the last few days of what passes for a functioning country before it is stripped for parts by the oligarchs who were knowingly and purposefully elected by the unwashed hordes of inbred MAGA cannibals. I call them cannibals because on approximately February 1, 2025, MAGA will begin to eat itself. And nothing of value will be lost.

Reading

Slowly, so very slowly, working my way through Doctor Zhivago. At this rate I won’t be done until sometime in February.

For the first time, I am planning out my reading for the next year. I plan to read mostly long-form nonfiction and short fiction. And, of course, poetry. Not that I won’t read fiction, but given the political events of the past year, and the forty or so before that, reading up on totalitarianism, fascism, oligarchy, the police state, and late-stage capitalism seems to be especially important.

Writing

If I had time to write I would be doing more of it.

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Super Powers, Politics
Setting: Mountains
Genre: Noir

Listening

Jan and Dean‘s song “The Little Old Lady From Pasadena” has been an earworm lately, so I am offering it to you-all. Go Granny Go!

Interesting Links

  • Public Domain Day 2025
Posted in LifeTagged Jan and Dean comment on Weekly Round-up, December 21, 2024

Weekly Round-up, December 14, 2024

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The Red Snapper from Mexo resturant.

[The Red Snapper from MeXo.]

As the year winds down the panicked higher-ups at work are distributing the stress to their underlings, which includes Yours Truly. Therefore I have put in some exceptionally long hours this week which has left little time for anything else. I did manage to take my partner out for a nice dinner at MeXo. Highly recommended. Particularly the seafood.

Reading

I am still in the first hundred pages of Doctor Zhivago. I had hoped to be at least halfway through by now, but the day job has not left much time or mental energy for reading works which require focus and concentration.

Writing

Ha!

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Kaiju, Reincarnation
Setting: Subterranean
Genre: Folk Tale

Listening

Interesting Links

  • “Warren Bill Would Stop Companies From Placing Shareholder Paydays Over Worker Rights” (Yves Smith, Naked Capitalism)
Posted in LifeTagged MeXo, Tom Waits comment on Weekly Round-up, December 14, 2024

Weekly Round-up, December 7, 2024

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The vacant lot on the corner of 36th Street and Buchanan Avenue.

[The vacant lot on the corner of 36th Street and Buchanan Avenue. ]

This was a quiet week. Some low-level work frustrations kept me distracted from the general state of the world, which was nice. But it also meant I didn’t have a lot of mental space for myself.

Reading

My long read for Dostoevsky December is Doctor Zhivago by Boris Pasternak. I read a couple of chapters back during my Russian Studies days at Grand Valley State University, somewhere around…1991. And I watched the movie a year or so ago. So now I am finally reading the book.

Writing

Nothing, as usual.

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Precursors, Mutants
Setting: Library
Genre: Slipstream

Listening

“Lara’s Theme” from Doctor Zhivago.

Interesting Links

  • “Satanic Temple launching program at Marysville elementary school, countering Christian programming” (George Shilcock, WOSU)
  • “On the Report of Poetry’s Death, or: What Does That AI Poetry Study Really Tell Us?” (Jen Benka, LitHub)
Posted in LifeTagged Boris Pasternak, Doctor Zhivago comment on Weekly Round-up, December 7, 2024

Weekly Round-up, November 30, 2024

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Thai chili peppers, on a plant covered with snow.

[The last of the Thai chili peppers in my back yard, covered with the first snow of the year.]

This was a quiet week, thanks to the Thanksgiving holiday. My partner and I stayed home and did quiet things like binge-watching season 2 of Physical: 100 on Netflix. If you ever want to feel inspired and humbled at the same time, this is the show for you.

Reading

I finished William Gibson’s Spook Country, which was most excellent, and now am looking at two books for December.

The first is Eva Baltasar‘s Permafrost, a short novel I received a few years ago from my subscription to And Other Stories

The other is Doctor Zhivago by Boris Pasternak, which is most assuredly not a short novel. I chose this for Dostoevsky December, because I have read all of the Dostoevsky I have in the house and don’t want to tackle his Writer’s Diary with anything less than an entire season in which to enjoy his wit.

Writing

Not much to report. No brain capacity available for writing.

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Apocalypse, Cyborgs
Setting: Academia
Genre: Steampunk

Listening

Rob Zombie, “Dragula”. ‘Tis the season.

Interesting Links

  • “The far right grows through “disaster fantasies”” (Cory Doctorow, Pluralistic)
  • “The Invisible Man” (Patrick Fealey, Esquire) – Fealey is homeless. He once wrote for the Boston Globe.
Posted in LifeTagged Rob Zombie comment on Weekly Round-up, November 30, 2024

Weekly Round-up, November 23, 2024

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A golden cord, in a pile, to which is attached a gold medallion, on which is inscribed the words "Poetry Advocate".

[ A medallion, awarded by the Poet Laureate of Grand Rapids. ]

This past Sunday I visited the main branch of the Grand Rapids Public Library to attend Grand Rapids: A Poetry City, an event created by Grand Rapids Poet Laureate Christine Stephens-Krieger. At the end of the event Christine called up a few people from the audience and presented them with medallions. Much to my surprise, one of those people was me!

Stephens-Krieger has many plans for the three years of her term, including a couple in which I am involved. I have talked previously about the Grand River Poetry Collective and An Oral History of Poetry in Grand Rapids. The Poetry Collective has several books in progress, and another Oral History project is underway, which might even be completed by the end of 2025. So, exciting times.

Reading

I finished Somebody Loves You, and have started on William Gibson’s excellent Spook Country. Somehow the Blue Ant books seem appropriate, here in late 2024.

Writing

A pass at the first couple of paragraphs of the re-write of Cacophonous. Nothing much else.

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Environment, Super Powers
Setting: Small Town
Genre: Horror

Posted in LifeTagged Grand River Poetry Collective, Oral History of Poetry in Grand Rapids, poetry comment on Weekly Round-up, November 23, 2024

Weekly Round-up, November 16, 2024

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Well my head is in a slightly better place this week than it was last week. Not that things are good. No, things are not good at all. Trump was re-elected, despite being a close personal friend of Jeffrey Epstein. Or really, because he is a Friend of Epstein. After all, he is very popular with conservative Christians. Its re-election was no real surprise; this type of outcome has been inevitable since Reagan’s second term, and accelerated by Citizen’s United.

Reading

Reading went a little better this week than last week. I finished Elvira Navarro’s A Working Woman, which was beautiful and strange. Now I am reading Mona Arshi’s Somebody Loves You, which sits in the boundary between novel and prose poem.

Writing

I have put some more thought into The Book, and taken down some notes around setting and character traits, but the story itself still eludes me. I suspect that what was originally intended as a re-write will instead be a re-draft.

Weekly Writing Prompt

Subject: Politics, Death
Setting: Subterranean
Genre: Literary Fiction

Listening

Alice Coltrane and Pharoah Sanders, “Something About John Coltrane”, from the album Journey in Satchidananda.

Interesting Links

  • “Why the Enthusiasm for Mass Deportation, A Hard and Likely Largely Losing Way to Deal with Illegal Immigration?” (Yves Smith, Naked Capitalism) – Why the enthusiasm for mass deportation? Racism. Why will it fail? Capitalism. Will the deportees be blamed for the lack of success in deporting them? Yes.
  • “Pluralistic: Boss politics antitrust” (Cory Doctorow, Pluralistic) – When it comes to Trump vs. corporate corruption, the enemy of my enemy is very much my fucking enemy.
Posted in LifeTagged Alice Coltrane, fascism, Pharoah Sanders comment on Weekly Round-up, November 16, 2024

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