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Weekly Round-up, January 20, 2024

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As this post goes live I am in the middle of ConFusion 2024, where I am the Head of Operations for the convention weekend. You can assume that my life at this moment is quite interesting, almost certainly fun, and perhaps even exciting.

Reading

Still reading Dostoevsky’s Demons. I am past page 500, so the end is in sight.

Writing

Nuthin’.

Interesting Links

  • The Poetry Center Digital Archive – extensive archive of audio and video of poets and poetry, offered by the Poetry Center at San Francisco State University
Posted in LifeTagged ConFusion 2024, Oral History of Poetry in Grand Rapids, poetry comment on Weekly Round-up, January 20, 2024

Weekly Round-up, January 13, 2024

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Constant pain is a great tool for focusing one’s attention. If only that attention could be focused anywhere other than the constant pain.

I spent most of the past two weeks in thrall to a tooth which first appeared to be tender, then cracked, then infected, and finally diagnosed as both split in half and infected. My dentist removed the tooth three days ago, and my life was thereby much improved.

The pain was more manageable than the previous impacted molar back in 2008, but there was nothing about the experience which was at all pleasant.

So 2024 is starting out kind of…unpredictably.

In order to distract myself from the chronic pain of life, I have several things in the works for 2024:

First, Master Lee’s School of Tai Chi Praying Mantis Kung Fu and Tai Chi Jeung.

Second, after several years of volunteering, I am now part of the Convention Committee for the ConFusion Science Fiction Convention. For the 2024 iteration, “Labyrinth of ConFusion”, I will be the Head of Operations, assisted by past Ops people as I settle into the role.

Third, I am part of the newly-formed Grand River Poetry Collective, which is dedicated to publishing Grand Rapids poets. As we get up and running I will be posting many and frequent updates.

Reading

Still working my way through Dostoevsky’s Demons.

Writing

I got nuthin’.

The writing prompt for the next week is:

Subject: Empire, Economics
Setting: Labyrinth
Genre: Procedural

Interesting Links

  • Author Chuck Tingle was invited, then dis-invited, and then re-invited, to attend the Texas Library Association annual conference. At the moment it is not certain if Dr. Tingle will be attending the event.
  • A fun, link-filled thread over at Metafilter, celebrating the 50th anniversary of Dungeons and Dragons.
Posted in LifeTagged ConFusion, ConFusion 2024, Fyodor Dostoevsky, poetry, writing comment on Weekly Round-up, January 13, 2024

Weekly Round-up, January 6, 2024

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Hello to every one of my three or four readers. Welcome to 2024!

Here at the Library of Winkelman Abbey, things are quiet so far. Our comfort watch for the past couple of years has been Doctor Who. We have just started series 10, the last season with Peter Capaldi.

I expected to write a lot more for this entry but instead found myself laid up with two cracked teeth, one of which became infected. So distracted by pain and sleep deprivation, instead I watched tv. Maybe better writing next week.

Reading

I am still working my way through Dostoevsky’s Demons, which I hope to complete by the end of the month. It is slow going.

Writing

Last week’s writing prompt was:
Subject: Robots, Undead
Setting: Bar
Genre: Weird Fiction

Weekly prompt

Interesting Links

  • The 2024 State of the World conversation is currently taking place at The Well.
  • “January 1, 2024 is Public Domain Day: Works from 1928 are open to all, as are sound recordings from 1923!” –  Loads of old creative works from 1923 are now part of the public domain. For a full list, see the Library of Congress Catalog of Copyright Entries 1923.
  • “As Death Toll in Gaza Rises, Israeli Officials Fear Possible Genocide Charges at ICJ” (Common Dreams) – And an explainer article from Vox here.
  • “How the ‘visionaries’ of Silicon Valley mean profits are prioritised over true technological progress” (The Conversation)
  • “An Anti-Defense of Science Fiction” (Jake Casella Brookins, The Ancillary Review of Books) – Truly excellent essay on why, if we’re going to give SF credit for the good things it has inspired, we must also blame SF for all of the bad things which it has inspired.
Posted in Life comment on Weekly Round-up, January 6, 2024

IWSG, January 2024: On BookBub

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Pepper being sneaky

Welcome to 2024, everyone! The year started out crazy busy, so this post will be brief.

The Insecure Writer’s Support Group question for January 2024 is:

Do you follow back your readers on BookBub or do you only follow back other authors?

Until this question came arrived in my email, I had never heard of BookBub. So I looked it up, created an account, and LO! So many familiar names! So I followed a bunch of them. This is recent enough that I don’t know if any are following me back. Also, since I haven’t published any books, there is no reason for anyone to follow me. Unless they want book recommendations. Which will mostly be literary fiction and poetry.

But from what I can see Bookbub looks like an interesting place and seems to be in heavy use, so I will add it to the list of social media sites to which I contribute.

 

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Posted in Literary MattersTagged BookBub, IWSG 3 Comments on IWSG, January 2024: On BookBub

December 2023 Books and Reading Notes

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Despite my best efforts, I didn’t manage to read more books than I acquired this year. But my acquiring was wonderful, and so was the reading.

Acquisitions

Reading material acquired in December 2023

  1. New Edge Sword and Sorcery Magazine 1.1 (Fall 2023) [2023.12.06] – Excellent magazine from a Kickstarter I backed a while ago. I am really looking forward to reading this.
  2. New Edge Sword and Sorcery Magazine 1.2 (Fall 2023) [2023.12.06]
  3. Manya Wilkinson, Lublin (And Other Stories) [2023.12.18]
  4. Jonathan Maberry (editor), The Good, the Bad, and the Uncanny (Outland Entertainment) [2023.12.20]
  5. Valya Dudycz Lupescu, Olha Brylova, Iryna Pasko (editors), Embroidered Worlds: Fantastic Fiction from Ukraine & the Diaspora (Atthis Arts) [2023.12.21]

Reading List

Books

What I read in December 2023

  1. Antonio Machado, Fields of Castile [2023.12.12]
  2. Min Jin Lee, Pachinko [2023.12.16]
Posted in Book ListTagged And Other Stories, Antonio Machado, Atthis Arts, Manya Wilkinson, Min Jin Lee, New Edge, Outland Entertainment comment on December 2023 Books and Reading Notes

2023 In Review

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And here we are at the end of another year. As far as years go, it wasn’t bad. For me, it seemed a sort of middling, cautious 52 weeks.

If I had to give a single word for the sense of 2023, it would be “maintenance.” 2023 was, for me, the first year since the COVID-19/Trump presidency shitshow that felt like something which could, with care, become the new normal. I say “new” normal, because things never go back to the way they were,  no matter how much bleating and mewling come out of the revanchist, reactionary, racist conservative mouthpieces. The “again” in “Make America Great Again” was always a lie, and intended only to bolster the otherwise-cowardly wingnuts into flying their fascist flags in public, where everyone could see them, mark them, and make sure that nobody ever, for the rest of time, will forget who decided to put on the white hoods and red hats. Which are really the same thing.

Anyway.

House and Home

The biggest change for my mundane life in 2023 was a major upgrade to the retaining walls and steps on my property. This was long overdue. I have been intending to get to work completed for about a decade, but the combination of time, money, attention, energy, etc., was never there. But this year my neighbor on the adjoining property sold his house and, with the retaining wall between them being part of my property, I decided that I had best get the work completed before new tenants moved in.

And the result is beautiful! Better than I had hoped for. All of the work was accomplished by Fransisco Garcia and his company La Sierra Landscape. I couldn’t have asked for a more professional, competent, attentive and friendly crew.

Family and Friends

2023 was much more gentle on my friends and family than were the previous several.  In 2023 I said farewell to Tanya, Randy, Ted, and Simu Lee. All were loved, and all will be missed.

Martial Arts

After several years of a COVID-induced slump, Master Lee’s School of Tai Chi and Kung Fu is picking up again. We have a few new students and several of our older students are returning. Now that we are back in the YWCA, which means room to practice, we can finally put right all of the things which slipped over the three years of Zoom classes, meeting in parks, and cramming ourselves into small spaces. For the class I feel optimistic and think good things are ahead in the upcoming Year of the Dragon.

Creativity

I went into 2023 writing regularly and feeling good about things. Then while attending ConFusion 2023 my partner and I contracted COVID and the enforced down-time allowed for some self-reflection, and in that moment all of the stress and burnout of the previous three years came crashing down and I barely wrote a single creative work until NaNoWriMo this past November.

Looking Forward

And what do I have in store for 2024? Good question! In times as chaotic as these, making plans more specific than “survive” is inviting disaster. I suppose “making things a little better” is a good goal.

But becoming less bad is not the same thing as things being good. Everything is more expensive now, thanks almost exclusively to corporate greed and the insatiable emptiness of the monied neo-feudalists. There is a far greater than zero change that Trump and his army of brownshirts will regain the presidency in November, and if that happens, things will immediately get much, much worse for everyone on the planet who isn’t a rich white straight Christian man.

Posted in Life comment on 2023 In Review

Weekly Round-up, December 30, 2023

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Rounding out the last week of the year as well as the last break I will have for several months. I am working on my big year-end blog entry which will post late in the evening on December 31.

Returning to regular posts like this put me in mind of Dostoevsky‘s A Writer’s Diary, a two-volume collection (Vol. I, Vol. II) of his column and publications under that title from 1873 to 1881. Dostoevsky started the Diary when he was 52 and continued until his death at the age of 59.

Am I comparing myself to Dostoevsky? No. But I am using a losing Mega Millions ticket as a bookmark, which Dostoevsky scholars may consider appropriate.

***

Reading: Dostoevsky’s Demons and A Writer’s Diary, vol. I

Writing: blog posts, journal entries

This week’s writing prompt:
Subject: Robots, Undead
Setting: Bar
Genre: Weird Fiction

***

Interesting Links

  • “Group Dynamics and Division of Labor Within the Anti-LGBTQ+ Pseudoscience Network” (Southern Poverty Law Center) – There is a lot to dig into here, which I will probably do in a future post.  For the moment I will say that all anti-LGBTQ+ bigots are garbage humans.
  • “New York Times sues Microsoft and OpenAI for ‘billions’” (BBC) – I am way behind in updating my big list of ChatGPT/AI/LLM links, but I wanted to call this story out specifically because it is the New York Times doing the suing, rather than just reporting on the ongoing concern. That being said, this is al rearranging deck chairs, as any meaningful legislation would have had to be put into effect a decade ago at the earliest.
  • “Nikki Haley declines to say slavery was cause of US civil war” (The Guardian) – Haley said the quiet part out loud by keeping quiet about the one true cause of the Civil War, which was slavery. The Confederate states put it directly in their documents, both their reasoning for splitting away, and in the Confederate constitution. Any person who disagrees that the Civil war was fought over slavery is a person whose opinions on any subject at all are not worthy of consideration. When clarifying her comments after the fact, Haley grudgingly admitted that slavery did play a role in the civil war, but it was really about containing government overreach. Like, you know, the federal government overstepping their bounds by saying the many and individual states couldn’t legally allow their citizens to own slaves. And that exchange tells us everything we will ever need to know about Nikki Haley. And it also says everything we need to know about conservative’s attacks on public education.
Posted in Life comment on Weekly Round-up, December 30, 2023

Weekly Round-up, December 23, 2023

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Here we are in the interregnum between the winter solstice and the winter holidays.

In the interest of keeping my blood pressure low, I have created for myself a new form of therapy where I go through the comments on the facebook pages of local news outlets and wholesale block all of the bigots, bootlicks and brownshirts which infest all online spaces. I know this is working because when I open a post about e.g. a new minority-owned business, the counter says something like “75 comments” and I can only see about five of them. That means 70 undoubtedly racist, undoubtedly fascist, comments were hidden.

I’m sure this project has also blocked a fair number of Trumpist bots and troll account. Those are easy to distinguish. They all have some sort of AI-generated flag-and-gun-and-eagle banner image, and a note on how to pronounce their name which doesn’t match up with the name on the account.

And for those accounts which, at first glance, are indistinguishable from a troll or bot account? Well, nothing of value lost by blocking those too. As I put on my “About Me” page in the last update, my judgment in these matters is infallible.

Corporate-owned social media is not the public square. Corporate-owned social media is not and has never been a bastion of free speech. It is and has always been a fascist free-for-all. How can I say this? We need look no farther than Elon Musk’s little incel playground X (or Xitter, formerly known as Twitter, now pronounced “Shitter”) wherein Musk is allowing all of the white supremacist neofascists, emboldened by the existence of Daddy-issues Donnie Trump, to say the quiet parts out loud. Well, they were already saying the quiet parts out loud. Now they’re using megaphones.

When a space is insufficiently moderated, the bad actors always and inevitably drive out everyone else.

In a just world, everyone who I blocked on any social media would immediately lose all access to all social media. I would use this power only for good. I promise.

Another useful tool for weeding out the more sophisticated trolls and debate bros is to, whenever someone you don’t know asks you a questions in any comments anywhere, refuse to answer until they have clearly stated their own position on the subject at hand. That will help determine if (a) they are really looking for a real conversation, and (b) if they are a person worthy of conversation. And if they give a dishonest answer, then that says unfortunate things about them, and nothing about you.

Once upon a time (Fark.com, Slashdot, etc.) I would dive into the morass of comments either to award myself points for delivering a clever insult, or to offer sources for actual facts for e.g. climate change deniers and people who think trans-persons are a greater threat to their children than are the members of their own (almost invariably conservative) household. I don’t do that anymore. Much. There’s no point. Again, the comments in FB/Instagram/X/etc. are not the place to try to change someone’s mind or arrive at a consensus about anything. Corporate-owned media has a vested interest in driving engagement, and nothing else. Capitalism over all. And the best way to keep people engaged is to show them things which make them angry.

So the best way to counter that action is to block the fuck out of anyone online who you find annoying. The fewer irritations in the morass of corporate social media ecosystems, the less they can use to keep you engaged. And the less money they will make off of your eyeballs.

Anyway.

Currently reading: Demons, by Fyodor Dostoevsky, translated from Russian by Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky. I hoped to finish this by the end of the year, but it’s starting to look like that won’t happen.

Current writing: Just this blog and my journal notebooks.

The new writing prompt for the week:

Subject: Mutants, Fae
Setting: Frontier
Genre: Utopian

Posted in LifeTagged social media comment on Weekly Round-up, December 23, 2023

Weekly Round-up, December 16, 2023

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A couple of weeks ago, while walking to the office, I saw a guy with a Sawzall methodically removing all of the benches from the north side of Monroe Center Street here in Grand Rapids. I didn’t think much of it. Those benches have been in place for a few years and Michigan seasons are rough on everything.

Turns out, the city was replacing the single-seat style benches with benches made up of three seats separated by small dividers. The kind specifically made so they are uncomfortable to sleep on.

This is a prime example of hostile architecture, and completely in line with legislation passed earlier this year which restricts and/or outlaws panhandling and the keeping of possessions on the street. Grand Rapids, like every other city, has a homeless population, and like every other city here in the mid-21st century, is working to outlaw being unhoused. As with all conservative legislation (and any legislation which punches down against a vulnerable population is de facto conservative), the cruelty is the point.

There are always people who will, when in the presence of a panhandler or someone sleeping rough, say “get a job” or something similar.  My reaction to this attitude is “Do you, personally, right now, have a job to offer to this person? Along with all necessary training, equipment, medical care, transportation, and housing, paid for out of your own pocket? If not, please shut your fucking mouth.”

***

The writing prompt for the upcoming week is:

Subject: Cryptids, Possession
Setting: Ocean
Genre: Slipstream

***

Interesting Links:

  • Losing the Plot: The “Leftists” Who Turn Right (In These Times) – this is a long article and well worth the read.
Posted in LifeTagged homelessness comment on Weekly Round-up, December 16, 2023

Weekly Round-up, December 9, 2023

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Hello. This is me trying to get back into the habit of weekly blog posts about goings-on in my life. We will see how long it lasts, and how my intentions endure the slings and arrows of *gestures at everything*.

***

I have been thinking about Ashby’s Law of Requisite Variety, and also about Frank Wilhoit’s quote about capitalism.

Ashby’s law states, more or less, that in any control system, the control apparatus must be able to account for (e.g. be as complex as) all possible variants in the system being controlled.

Wilhoit’s quote is as follows: “Conservatism consists of exactly one proposition, to wit: There must be in-groups whom the law protects but does not bind, alongside out-groups whom the law binds but does not protect.”

There is some resonance between these ideas which I have been exploring in my (almost non-existent) downtime, and I will post updates to these thoughts as they crystalize.

***

Now that NaNoWriMo is over, and I have logged my eighth win out of eleven attempts, I feel like I have the energy to continue writing. In past years that has not been the case for many and varied reasons, but this year, though I am well into my mid fifties, I have energy reserves which were simply not there in years past. So I will take advantage of that.

Writing, be it creative, work-related, keeping a journal, or blogging, is a habit which requires practice and maintenance. And when pulling out of a slump, there are two parts to restarting the practice: getting out of the habit of not doing the thing, and getting into the habit of doing the thing.

***

Currently reading: Pachinko by Min Jin Lee, Fields of Castile by Antonio Machado, Demons by Fyodor Dostoevsky.

***

The writing prompt for the past week was:

Subject: Undead, Addiction
Setting: Ship
Genre: Magic Realism

I didn’t do much with this one, other than to come up with a few interesting scenarios during my walks to and from work.

The writing prompt for the next week is:

Subject: Addiction, Artificial Intelligence
Setting: Border Town
Genre: War

***

Random links for the week:

  • Literary Fight Club: On the Great Poets’ Brawl of ‘68 (LitHub) – This would have been a fun party to attend.
  • Gulag Archipelago: Fifty Years After The ‘Bomb’ That Exploded Lies Of Soviet Rule, Solzhenitsyn’s Son Recalls Book’s Impact (Radio Free Europe) – I haven’t yet got far in The Gulag Archipelago, but I did read One Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich, and it has stuck with me for over 30 years.
  • The Bond villain compliance strategy (Bits About Money) – This is why financial crimes should be treated as violent crimes. De facto, the wealthier the criminal, the more severe the punishment should be.
  • The Etymologies of Capital, Capitalist, and Capitalism: A Brief Sketch (Naked Capitalism) – I like that “capitalist” and “decapitate” share the same etymological roots
  • Pressley, Welch introduce legislation to guarantee right to vote for people with felonies on record (Associated Press) – I’m all for this. All citizens should be allowed to vote in any election in any district of which they are constituents. This right must not be limited in any way. Not by photo ID requirements (which is to say, poll tax), gerrymandering,  limited access to voting locations, limited location hours, or any of the other ridiculous barriers to democracy which conservatives have put in place, and continue to put in place, for decades. Even the slightest limit or restriction on the voting rights of any American citizen is nothing less than full-on, deliberate fascism.
  • Censoring Imagination: Why Prisons Ban Fantasy and Science Fiction (LitHub) – The simple answer is, of course, that the cruelty is the point. When it comes to book bans in prisons the goal, like banning books in schools and universities, is to create an under-educated underclass in a state of permanent precarity. This plus the decades and centuries of purposefully and openly racist carceral policies in the USA demonstrate that the American version of conservatism is nothing more than aristocracy and feudalism with the serial numbers filed off.
  • Pluralistic: “If buying isn’t owning, piracy isn’t stealing” (Cory Doctorow) – Exactly what it says on the tin.

 

 

Posted in LifeTagged Antonio Machado, Ashby's Law of Requisite Variety, Frank Wilhoit, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Min Jin Lee, NaNoWriMo, reading, writing comment on Weekly Round-up, December 9, 2023

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